last day as a yfa intern at pathlight school was yesterday.
i have so many things to say, yet i can't type anything.
maybe i'll just leave it that way, and like all things else, by the time i get round to typing, my memory would have faded and i won't feel sad anymore.
i think i have some serious issues with goodbyes. i've been dreaming of school-related things for a few times, especially this past week. and every time i wake up, it hits my mind the minute i wake up.
argh :( this feeling of missing something is terrible.
and for the million time, more than anything, i want time to stop. i want to be able to preserve time, to revisit memories, to keep status quo. i don't want to forget any part, every image, every smile, every touch, every smell, every thought flowing through my head.
sometimes i think i feel too little, but yet i feel too much.
time to let go, my dear.
& all along, its only what I thought.
1:37 AM
