announcement!
eh-ahem.. i have decided not to relax studying for midyears! so the next few days i'm just gonna take it easy and not freak out.
cos i realised after struggling unsuccessfully with maths that i'm really not prepared for the midyears. so i shall stop stressing out over it, just go to school next week and sit through the exams, then start preparing for prelims..
afterall, midyears are not that crucial compared to prelims.
of course, it would be great if i were well-prepared for midyears and able to gauge myself, but then, some things cannot be forced.
i shall accept the things i can't change, and change those which i can.
i shall take midyears as a chance to get used to exam conditions. minus the actual studying, so in effect i'm just gonna go school, sit and space out for a couple of hours, and think of how i'm gonna save myself in time for prelims.
i told mum just now and she didn't scold or nag :) i value the absolute trust she gives me in managing my studies.
seriously, where else can you find a mum who trusts their children explicitly?
:)
but i have got to make sure i don't betray that trust of course..
oh well, midyear results won't be pretty, that i'm sure.
comparing results with others will be double ouch.
but it's my decision, i will remember that.
accept the things you can't change.
-end-
& all along, its only what I thought.
11:46 PM