end of second week of o levels. 11 (written) papers down, 5 more to go. you're thinking, pretty relaxed right? but come on, i'm having Social Studies, then Biology on monday.
it's gonna be a killer monday. but before monday, i'm probably gonna kill many of my brain cells. then on monday, my papers will get killed. or maybe it's th othr way round. whatever it is, the end result is still the same: i'm still going to attempt to cram information into my mind to no avail, then hope for the best on monday, and hope really really hard that many people did worse than me. unfortunately, this self-assurerence is only temporary cos i know i could ave studied more, i could have done so much better.
isn't it always like that?
monday was emaths paper 1. it's supposed to be pretty easy, but there were still some stuff which i didn't know how to do. realised i can't do wuestions that require me to draw. case in point: kinematics graph and transformation. both require me to draw, and i messed up for both. minus about 10 marks, and i didn't have enough time to finish cheking for careless mistakes.
tuesday was emaths paper 2. that was pretty okay, because except for a 2 marks part of the quesiton which i didn't know how to do, i can do te rest fo the quesitons. but of course, whether there are many careless mistakes remains to be seen.
wednesday was higher chinese. trust me, if it was not for the JC-no-need-take-chinese issue, i wouldn't have taken higher chinese. zhi tao ku chi (looking for trouble). okay, but the paer wasn't that difficult. i just hope i can get a B for chinese, but really, i'll be happy just to pass it. oh yes, and much thanks to zhiwei for lending me her sis's electronic dictionary, it really saved me. cos every couple of words, i would forget how to write the character. so i depended alot on the electronic dictionary to fill up the gaping holes on my essay. and oh ya, i forgot to write queston number for the letter writing. i hope they don't penalise for that.
today was physics. physics was bad. i didn't finish studying; moreover, even the formulas i forgot. so of course, i was panicking when i saw the questions, so i started from the middle of the paper. i just hope that in my haste, i didn't forget to answer any questions, cos i really need any number of marks to make sure i pass physics and get above C.i have an extremely low chance of obtaining an A, unless i score full marks for my MCQ, which is kind of impossible to get.
oh no! ss with bio so how.. both need brain space and i only have that much. it's not like i can give either on up, so what am i to do? grog ah geog, if i had done well for it, i wouldn't have been so worried for my SS. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i'm running out of brain space.
& all along, its only what I thought.
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