peanut just had to come out. well, i just messed up a couple of labellings, the question on why some parts cannot be seen and probable the last question that no one seemed to know how to do. seriously, classification of seeds and fruits? i haven't seen that coming out in many many years, and besides, it's not something i've done in biology practicals before, so i was quite at a loss what to do.
oh well, don't dwell on it. say hi to.. AMATHS! ah no no no no no. i don't like amaths. it's be a miracle if i manage to get A1. it'll be normal if i pass it.
nooooooo!!!!!!!. i don't want O levels to come so soon, yet i want it to pass quickly. tell me, am i making sense? i'm really really quite scared about amaths. haha, exam-phobic.
and i'm rather worried about chemistry too, because i haven't started studying. and there is just so MUCH organic chem to memorise, and i'm busy with amaths, i don't know whether i'll have enough time for chemistry. and then there's geography elect. being my only humanities, it'd better be good. and since the other half of my humanities is SS, i better not depend on that. and that means... i must aim for an A1 for geog elect in order to offset my possible failure for SS.
that is all just so mind boggling i simply don't feel like thinking about it.
why can't i have better time management?? then maybe now i won't be scrambling around just trying to finish ONE measly subject [amaths]. ahh. sometimes things just don't go the way you want them to.
that's okay, chaos make life more interesting.
i'm just trying to reassure myself that everything's gonna be okay, when in fact i really don't know.
i should stop using the computer soon and concentrate on studying.
ahh.
& all along, its only what I thought.
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