hello people.
yup it's official: i've lost my voice. whoohoo.
i think i've never spent a day in my life talking so little. okay, maybe when i was young? but in recent years, i don't think i've ever spoke that little. anyway, the sore throat's bad to the extent that i cannot even make any noise AT ALL. actually, all i can make is this sound you make that sounds like what i usually do after running in PE.. ya lah, anyway, i think i'm really terrible at sign language. never actually realised how much i rely on my voice for my everyday activities. for example, now i can't even go coffeeshop buy lunch cos i can't even tell the aunty what i want!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I WANT MY VOICE BACK!!
and it's really really frustrating that i can't communicate my thoughts to other people. and unfortunately my sign language is not that advanced. so most of the time, i just give up signing halfway, cos anyway, what i wanted to say wasn't that important in the first place.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
it's so irritating! i can't even talk to my mum, and that's so weird. like just now, after dinner, she asked me what fruit i wanted to eat. then she told me, 1 for coconut, 2 for pineapple. then i was like.. okaay.. then i tried to tell her, eat coconut at 9pm can? which took me about another 10 seconds.seriously, it's like a mute talking to a deaf. i'm the mute [obviously] and she's the deaf. then when i wrote down what i wanted to say, it took even longer, cos firstly i need to write in chinese, and secondly i can't write well in chinese. even simple words took me eons to recall. see? like blind reading a book.
okok, i shall not bore you any further.
note: DO NOT drink honey with lemon. supposedly lemon will worsen sore throats cos of it's acidic properties. well, my friend only just told me and i've been drinking it for the past 2, 3 days.
just wonderful.
& all along, its only what I thought.
12:28 AM