aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE.
i have flu. bad flu. have been sneezing and having runny nose since this morning. every few minutes i have to blow my nose to clear the mucus and it's irritating.
really.
this morning i bought a 200-sheet packet of tissue to tuition. now there less than half the packet left. i blow my nose until the skin area around my nose is all red and painful. just now i was washing my face with cleanser than the area was just smarting and so OUCH!
cannot stand it. it happens so often lah! i think it's sinus lah..
i'm so irritated. then just now at tuition i was just very pissed off with everybody. so i was shouting at people. so bad right. then i took all my anger out on shipeng and i was chasing him round while trying to hit him. who ask him, kick my butt. worse when i'm having flu. get very easily irritated.
and anyway, i don't want to study anymore. go ITE suan le.
i'm just so sianed by all the studying. and obviously i'm not going to do well enough for prelims to get into a JC, so i might as well not study for prelims right? just sleep my day away.
good.
i'm tired. i feel sick. i'm unhappy. not to mention the nagging suspicion that something isn't right, and it's something major.
`woon's sad.
& all along, its only what I thought.
11:28 PM