hi guys.i'm in a lousy moodi think.. unlike dawn, who self-proclaims that she has split personalities, i have multiple personalities.serious.hmm. long time never blog. so much to say, so much left unsaid.really not in good mood. thats why i thought better get some steam off. but now, faced with a blank page, no words come to mind.l-o-u-s-y is not the word, that i know. it's near, but not the word i'm looking for. and what am i looking for? -i don't know-rambling on and on.lost my sense of direction i suppose.better start somewhere. hmm. i remember wednesday. lets start with that i guess.Wednesdaywatched waterboys for english. so funny. pinru said she wants her boyfriend to learn synchronised swimming. or something like that. watch out aaron!haha.we went to orchif park secondary. passed by orchid park condo. thats where my aunt lives. heven't been there for.. 10 years +? but i just knew that was it. somehow. it's funny how our memory can play tricks on us. i can remember insignificant details, parts of conversations, things i read years ago. those kinda things that others forget, but i can still recall. yet i can never seem to remember those things for exams, and i can never ever memorise scores. which reminds me..anyway, back to orchid park. they were gold with honours 2 years ago, so i guess the pressure is quite great. saw their dm, but doesn't look anyway familar. only reason i reconise him is becps he's wearing the 32nd NCO camp that shirt. the red one, so surely he's the dm.they are really quite good. but sad to say, when they were playing their choice piece, i wan't really concentrating cos i was busy unscrewing my neck. [oh, non-band people, i'm not turning into a serial killer, don't worry. what i mean is that i was unscrewing the neck of my instrument. haa.] yes, CHIJ St Joseph Convent was there too. i know their dm from NCO camp. baritone sax, maybel. obviously theirs is a girls' school, and orchid park is all-girls saxes.. which makes akmal our all time most handsome guy saxophonist. ha.anyway, i remember the name of the tenor girl from OPSS. she's called xin yi. or maybe sin yi. not that sure. but she was sitting to my right. on my left was this guy from bassoon. obviously, quite fasinated with his instrument, cos amb doesn't have one. oh yes, he's quite good lokking too. hahaha.. didn't talk to him though. he seems more interested in talking to the other bassoon guy. aiyah, wasted lah.after we got back, did the recording for the school, the one on the school song. i played terribly. half the time i wasn't even playing. was adjusting my instument and dunno whatnot.and MR LEOW conducted us! while we were waiting for mrs lim to come down and talk to us, were pretty bored. so mr leow conducted the song "an irish rhapsody". and mr leow is surprisingly good. pinru was saying that mr leow is preparing for career change, cos teaching chem can only get you so much pay. first time he conduct us, really nice to see. i like that song too.thursdayhmm. can't remember much. oh yes, had bio test. was having runny nose again. quite confirm is allergies, cos my mucus's always clear. okie, disgusting. but was feeling woozy and all, had a hard time concentrating for the test. hope i don't do too badly though.after school, both dawn and i went home early. she was having stomach pain, headache and nausea. i was havigng flu-like symptoms. were joking that between the two of us, we cover almost every common illness.after hailing a cab for her, went home. met jay opp school. got my money for reeds back, yay! and pinru's $60 plus with me too. -rich for the time being-got home, felt much better after a long bath. tried to make meringuesMISSON FAILED.funny, can never seem to get them right.Friday: Good Fridayfrom thursday, i slept at 5 in the evening. and woke before 7 the next morning. so i slept for.. 14 hours?? okie, so was VERY refreshed. went walking at the park connector, it's very near my house. just continue walking, then can reach kallang river. cool. but my mum and i wanted to go market, that's our main point. love going to the market with my mum. sadly, don't get to do it often.at home, started clearing my stuff. i'm a pack rat, so i have ALOT to pack. my table's now clean. just wait for another week, and i won't be able to use it again. sian. threw out some stuff. found alot of my childhood stuff. many things that were so important to me when i was a kid, i couldn't bear to trow away. eventually, most of them make their way back to my drawers and boxes. that's why my sis is always so disgusted with my style of packing. i can take something out to clean and spend my time just reminiscing about it.i tend to get very attached to my stuff.Saturday
finally, you are thinking. hahaz. give youself a pat on the back if you managed to read all of the above and not cross out the window. you're good!!hahaz.very tired. so not much to say. had band prac today. mr lim came back from germany, he went for, two weeks? seems like he never left anyway.it was pouring like mad, and there were so many bee-like thingies flying about. so irrtaing. i got traumatised by this two bees. one made its way into my hair from part A of overture, and i only got it out at K, cos i had rest. digusting icky gross bug! had another one, flew into my shorts. pervertic, digusting icky thing!haha. not much to say le, so tired.thanks for listening to my mindless rambling.~kiaa4 more days to SYF. i love you all-- jia you AMB!!!!!
& all along, its only what I thought.
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