okie, finally another update. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my DA GE and my DA JIE!!hahaz. i actually forgot what date it is. correct me if i'm wrong, but i think ling ling is on the 3rd of march and lisa is on the 4th. rite??
it's weird, seeing your friends slowly turn 16 one by one. it wasn't that long ago when we were just turning 13, wasn't it? and it wasn't that long ago that i just got to this strange school that i now call home.it seems to be so many years back, but yet it feels like not too long ago. hmm. time sure flies.
and not too long later, we'll be out of this school. haighz, hasn;t that been what i wanted since i got into this school? but now i think i'll be really sad when i leave. i still remember, at the end of the first term in sec 1, i stood up and announced (to who??) that one-sixteenth of out time is anderson is now gone. currently, almost thirteenth- sixteenth of our live here is gone. and soon, it'll be fourteenth, then fifthteenth, then finally, o' levels.. and forever out of anderson.
it's funny, how at a certain point in your life, how you can want something really badly, but just after a while, that thing isn't so desirable anymore. the prospect of future is scary. most of all,the thought of making new friends and having to redefine my comfort zone again.. that's depressing.
anyway, tomorrow getting back our CA1 results. i think i'm gonna get out of diamonds!! yeah. now who's owning me lunch? hahaz. joking. hm, pinru's right. no matter how much you joke for others to treat you, you will still refuse it at the end when the really wants to do it. so yeah, thanks, i appreciate it :)
band prac tomorrow, people jia you! i saw the NYGS dm's nick just now: 12 more pracs-. same goes for us. about the same, i think. yes, believe in yourself. and don't give up hope. things might get tougher, but whatever happens, just remember: the goal is in sight already. it's only that little distance, just finish the race. and yes, i have faith in evry single one band memeber that we would finish this journey gloriously together.
-impossible is nothing"
whatever happens, i will remember your kindness and thoughful gestures~ 'cos that's what friends are for.
~kiaa
& all along, its only what I thought.
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