hahahahahahahaha. siling did the moving from the old b;pgger tp the new blogger. so love that gal, i was getting so confused and frustrated already. thanks SILING!! oh yes, she's coming back to school on mon!! ~happy
but today wasn't a really happy day. anyway, thanks to the top 5 for letting all my steam out. so i can sleep happy and un-unhappy tonight. hmm, joanne not around though. come back soon joanne!
first of all, i woke up at 4 plus due to my leg cramping. so tired of leg cramps, they only happen when i'm sleeping. and it''s like, i already have so little sleep, stop disturbing it!!
really, it's getting more and more often. and so, i was sitting on my bed and squirming for dunno how long and trying not to disturb my sis. cos it was hurting so badly i really wanted to.. dunno, so something drastic? so after my painful episode was over, i found the kitchen light on, and my aunt was working there. so i brush teeth and went to study my maths. it was.. about 5?
see, not a good start to a good day right?
today, read some things that really got me thinking. but now, all my hot air is dispelled. so don't feel that pissed anymore.
still, it wasn't nice to read those words. seriously. it's sad to know that not everyone appreciates what you have done for them. i found this out the hard way, so from now i will strive to make people feel appreciated. always remember; thank a person for what he/she had done, no matter how small. so that person can pass that little nugget of praise to another.
to-- make this world a better place.
okie, unhappy things, get away from me.
sometimes it's hard to figure out my own feeling. i guess i'm nothing more than an ostrich, i just want to bury my head in the sand. but then again, i can't shrink from my responsibility. also, the more i try to hide from it and the longer it drags on, the worse it will get. still, that hasn't stopped me from running away from things.
``i'm just an indecisive gal.. or am i not?
~kiaa
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& all along, its only what I thought.
3:15 PM
