my life has been in a mess lately, but i can't be bothered. there just seems to be so much to do, so little time, and even less willpower to do it. failed my english test, blah. 54 upon 100, only if i get full marks for file check. can you imagine? pui.at least passed my chem and chinese.
hypothesis number 1: if you listen in class, you will pass.
hypothesis number 2: a good teacher produces good students.
for this, i think it would be 2. cos a bad teacher produces bad students.
shen lao shi is back. she used to teach 2/4 as a trainee. or is she still a trainee now? oh anyway, i miss the times when we actually had proper lessons.ahh. sweet days of the past. i miss the times when jiahao would be the ONLY one conversing with the teacher. i miss the emptiness of the classroom. cos last year only had 18 or 20,21 i think. i miss the times when i actualy liked chinese. and played lame games like zhong ji mi ma.
haaiz.
i realised something. wo na de qi fa bu xia. i just can't let go when i should. i don't accept new things easily.
left out of my life.
the night is cool, i'm freezing cold. tears flow out of my eyes, it drops. but no one notices. they are all so busy, busy with their own lives.
``let go
~kiaa
& all along, its only what I thought.
5:31 PM