its amazing how not daring i am.
coward?
i don't know.
is it cowardly of me not to admit what i did?
so many question marks
if there is a quiz on "what is your punctuation mark", mine will most probably be a question mark.
had meeting today. i prefer in the main part of the band room. rather than all squeezed at the QM table.
bad?
or fruitful?
different people think differently. i am no exception.
i'm very sorry. yes, i am. to whom am i sorry to? to myself.
guess what? i actually can be easily hurt. oh no. disheartened would be a better word i suppose. yes, it isn't really very hard.
just now i was starting out the window from where the computer was. then my vision started to cloud over. i must have stopped breathing for awhile, then when i started breathing normally again, ijust choked on my own saliva.
i'm just talking crap. i'm damn tired. not just mentally, as you can see. physically also.
another thing. the sec 2 NCOs ans SLs are in charge of the night activities, so any suggestions? if you ask me what to do at night, i would tell you "sleep". and on my own bed with my favourite [one and only] blanket.
yeap. luckily, sweekee should have experience. pardon us if we do not do it well, errors are meant to be made.
any suggestions? don't ask me to ask myself. you all know my answer. please tell, and thank you in advance.
by the way, grace, the record of the meeting is in the RO file. i don't want to throw it away.
i'm so in love with the coconut drawings, yes jean?
mine is a question mark. what would yours be?
``unanswered questions
~kiaa
one very last thing. happy birthday, there's still one minute to go. there's no chance that you will read it. but it's alright. at least i can answer to myself.
XOXO
& all along, its only what I thought.
3:59 PM