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{{ Sunday, January 01, 2006

hey yinshuen! walk again? i can just hear her fainting right now. oh wait. you can't hear a person faint. you can only see a person faint, right? anyway a few days ago we walked from lavender mrt station there to dhoby gauht station. a huge feat considering that:

1. we didn't plan to do any walking that day.
2. neither of us has walked much along that area before.
3. we didn't complain of leg ache until we reached plaza singapura.
4. i pointed out wrong buildings to ys. oh well, not cut out to be a tour guide.
5. half the time we weren't sure where we were, only guided by the thought that "get lost, there's always the taxi".
6. we didn't intend to walk that far anyway. was looking for bugis mrt but both of us didn't know where it was. overshot cityhall, finally dhoby gauht.

yea! fun fun. must go walk at downtown area again (cos that's the only place with a lot of skyscrapers that i can recognise, if not, how to walk?)

the new national library is very nice, and we saw MS TAN there. the cute cute English trainee teacher.

what's it with the "you are tagged" thing? will go write on that when i'm free yah.

it's the end of the year. so take the time to reflect on the year, both the good and the bad.

the good things: (hmmm)

i didn't get myself killed.

i survived the whole year.

i didn't get kicked out of school for.. er.. nothing much actually.

i passed my maths. sort of anyway.

i graduated from sec 2!

i didn't have a major accident/illness for this year.

i actually enjoyed myself in class.

i get a lot more sentimental.

i managed to climb out of my shell, start talking to people i hardly know. get crazy once in a
while, have fun for a change.

i painted my room!

i got my purple spects.

grow taller!

i managed to get more organised.

i made friends, people whom i really value their company. even though no friends are "forever", i'm glad that they are there when they are.

this is a really memorable year, and i know when i look back on year 2005, i can smile fondly back at the memories.

BAD things: (lots)

i manage to offend a LOT of people.

i shoot my mouth off too much.

i never stick to what i promised.

eye degree increase to almost 600 per eye.

i get more sentimental. ~both good and bad

i disapointed myself TOO MANY times.

being mean just because i feel like it.

not being nice to people.

not taking the risk when it comes.

too pessimistic.

cry for ..... i also don't know.

lack of willpower.

did not get better results.

get lazier and lazier.

always talk like i'm going to pick a fight.

not being nice to my mum all the time.

not washing my plates myself.

not doing productive work most of the time.

not growing taller.

doing things that make me regret doing it.

lost myself in the rush of days, so much to do, so little time.

forgot myself in the crowd of people.

not being myself.

not having found my goal in life.

not having found myself.

"Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

mark the end of a beautiful year.

``tears i cry

~kiaa

& all along, its only what I thought.
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