hae not blogged for a long time. seriously, i need to update on my grammer. is it just me, or am i not keeping up with what others are saying?
came back from camp. dead tired like a lump of.. errm. pig? anyway didnt catch much sleep. first day of camp was fun. had group flag in the morning, didn't know what to draw. ended up drawing bobdogs all over. sikai, that idiot, spoilt my bobdog. hmpff. *oops* hope he doesn't see that. anyway, that nice flag was spoilt by afternoon. at joanne and timothy's station the casulty earthquake we were plaing with group three, shawn's group. and unluckily i was holding the flag AND standing at the back. so when he decided to shoot water, i was soaked though. haha. of course the flag soaked with me. oh well. but cannot blame him too. i whacked him with my broomstick. or is that a brushstick?
congrats to all those doing the station games. it was fun and fresh. at least something else other than all the normal boring games. YEAH!! joanne, thanks for taking my half torn flag!
well. nightwalk was........
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well. i have to say : THANKYOU CHEWYSHIMINTECKSOONGRACE&REBECCA
for being great. even though we had quarrels, and the walk didn't go as planned. but part of the whole thing is for us to learn from what went well and what didnt.
especially to chewy, for putting up with me even though i was pissing everyone, and when i was scared and kept squeezing her. and when i was hiding alone and getting bored i called here and there, most of all to chewy. it's quite freaky sitting alone on the grass near the trees, after eunice came over and told me not to shine my touch on trees.
so i didn't. i was watching and the cars pass by and the people walk by. if they had looked in, which they didn't, they would have thought i was a intruder by the fugitive positrion i was in. oh watever.
thanks to everyone, even if you did not enjoy it and thought it was the worse nightwalk ever.
drills in the middle of the night isn't much fun.
not when you are wearing slippers and trying not to fall asleep.
not when you don't even know why the F*** we are hentaking at 1am.
not when people are watching from the opposite block and not doing anything to help.
not when they seem to think it is a free show.
not when HE treats us like punching bags and lets us stand until we faint.
not when we are being wrongly accused.
not when it is 1am in the morning and i have not had my dinner.
not when wehave a long day tommorow, or should i say later?
not when vulgarities are thrown in our faces.
not when we are not shown respect.
not when we are not treated like humans.
not when there are personal attacks.
not when my neck feels like it is going to drop off.
not when i want to throw my slippers at his face.
not when all i want is to sleep.
not when i didn't ask for it.
not when i don't even know the reason.
not when he should just "look in the mirror" and stop pointing fingers.
not when we are all in a defenceless position.
not when others think we deserved it.
not when he is just worsening everything.
not when your hat is too big for your head.
not when you brag.
not when you talk crap.
not when you are a hypocrite.
and certainly, not when you have a blackout and lose your senses.
just try it yourself, and see if you would dance in the air cos someone scolded vulgarities in your face.
thanks to yuzhen for moving me out of the way before i crack my skull and get myself trampled by the power-hungry.
finally fell asleep at 3am plus. thanks to rebecca for her biscuits and tissue. and to everyone else for making me feel better.
woots. PT!! so MUCH FUN!!
like real.
thanks to pinru and akmal for the curry and cabbage, if not i would have crashed by POP.
thanks to everyone else for their presents.
the seniors are leaving. time never does seem to freeze, does it? thye have done much for the band. and the legancy continues.
thanks to xiaohui who walked with me even though she was half sleeping. oh, and i realised she talks CRAP when she's not really awake.
goodbye seniors, and be back soon. see you.
there is a reason why in chinese, we say zai jian (again see) instead of yong bie (forever apart).
there is a chirstmas service at church today, and people, stop asking me why i do not have a christian name. before i get fed up and scream in your face.
``love
~kiaa
& all along, its only what I thought.
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