today had a debrief about the together II concert. complained a lot about this and that, there was one long list of what went wrong,one full page; four points about what went right.
i'm not trying to be sarcastic or a wet blanket. it's the truth. mr leow was listening in, had some good points too. but bring it up to us, what's the use? we are only 1st and 2nd sergant. what position are we in to complain? we can't, they think. but we can, it's just about whether it makes any difference. to me, it doesn't seem to be. if we are really that insignificant, why should you even caqre? care enought to kick up a fuss about it? why should you even waste ur time no us, those who are supposed to be just itsy bitsy flies? don't think of squashing us, we are tough and immune to that.
cos i will survive.
we will.
it isn't really my fault that you have so many bad points and weaknesses for me to point out. but it's true. you can fly your chicken hands for all i care.
oh. and by the way, you can do what you like. the most i go home eat instant noodles. i simply refuse to pay a quarter of my allowance monthly just to get told :"no, i think you are not doing anything. therefore you should just leave everything to us and we would help you do it all last minute. afterall, we would still get everything done. so you can just get lost now. buh-bye!"
hint: my weekly allowance is $20
i'm sick of everything. why should i do things i don't want to?sometimes, i really want to burst le. sorry, explode should be a better word. even though i'm more of a active volcano, rather than an extinct one.
why should i be nice and keep quiet? when you have something to say, just say it. and don't shout it. i have ears too, even if i'm not pitch perfect. i can hear jolly well, its just whether i want to anot.
i'm still hungry. and i just spent half my allowance. to get pissed. please people, next time you want to get pissed, can just ask me, it isn't that hard;you can save your money too.
i'm really broke now. thanks, for letting me spend half my allowance on getting a stomach full of qi (air) and not much else. in chinese, shen qi is literally grow air. get it? nevermind. if you don't get it, you can always ask.
i'm going to go ajisen and swensens. i don't care. and next time, at most four tables.
``i don't believe in suffering in silence
~kiaa
& all along, its only what I thought.
2:33 PM