hhmmmms i have to say the atmosphere today at practice was really quite bad. then somemore kanna punished 5 rounds for 'falling in late', supposedly. the moodiness and unwillingness is really starting to get to everyone i guess. as if it wasnt bad enough alrdy, still given pep talk by mr yea. im sick and tired of the drone. we all are. i hope what mr yea said today would be a wake-up call to the leaders as well. after all, people dont just quit without reason. think about it. i mean, different people have different priorities - so im sorry if my top priority isnt band. its my family and my friends, and theres nothing you can do to change that. how about settling the conflicts within your own batch first before pointing the finger at us. its annoying, honestly it is. people are always talking about the fun they have during CCAs. i used to say the same, and i meant it. but i dont think that way anymore. face it, none of us really do. at least not anymore. its ironic how people want to know why things are the way it is when the problem really lies with them. reflections - something we all need to spend a little more time doing. you included. haikshaiks, at least thats that now. i was seriously pissed just now after falling out. nearly broke down. and i could tell i wasnt the only one who felt that way. like i said, we all do. so maybe we all just need to take some time to chill. chill :) -dawn.
& all along, its only what I thought.
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