had maths extra lesson. 2/4's last with mdm Hee. i'll miss her lessons. if not for her, who knows what would have happened to my maths? i'm sorry, cos this last lesson seems to be wasted. didn't know what she was talking about. it was "you poke here then you turn. you see the starting point? then you turn - arh can you all see anot? can see now? turn once, twice, see, then cannotturn anymore. do you all get it?" well what do you think? the whole part about interior and exterior angles i was completely lost. "you cut here and here. you will get three triangles right? it overlaps. this angle equals to this angle and this angle. the sum of angles in a triangle equals to 180 degrees. so the sum of interior angles in the pentagon equals to 540 degrees." or something like that, i'm not too sure.
not in exactly a good mood today. sorry to everyone for being such a wet blanket and snapping at people. even when i'm just being oversensitive. i don't know why, but i'll always tell people around me when i'm in a bad mood. so that they won't bother me? i can be happy, why not?
i feel like giving up.
wait. things will get better.
it can't get any worse, can it?
practise makes perfect.
just try your best.
you can do it.
i can only hope. it has been a long time. they say, it will improve with time. they say, don't ever give up on yourself. who are they anyway? always trying to decide our life for us. can i just throw everything down and fool myself into thinking that it has nothing to do with me? can i be heartless and not care about anything?
i tell myself : things will be okay. just bear with it for awhile. soon, before i know it, it will be over. i'll never even know it happened. if i had the heart to quit, i would have done so long ago. why wait until now?
i am not a quitter.
let yourself drown in unhappiness. the float is so near. reach forward, and you will be saved. but you just can't seem to touch it. something seems to be pulling you back. you struggle to be free. all of a sudden, exhaustion sets in. you give up hope and stop. then you are swept underneath the current.
different people from different angles see different things. get the picture?
by the way siling ah. you can continue adding all your happy posts. liven things up more. yeah, leave the expositions to me. when i'm free, i shall write more then.
"most folks are as happy as they make up their minds to be."
-----Abraham Lincoln (1809-1865)
``i am not a quitter
~kiaa
& all along, its only what I thought.
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