i'm tired. really tired. can i be somebody else for a day? i want to take a break from myself. just being something up ther would be interesting. third person's point of view remember? its the clearest cos the person is not taking part in any of it and can thus not be biased. can i have a clear view, unclouded by other people's views, opinions and comments? i don't like judging things based on only my own opinion, cos what i see is through coloured glasses. i don't understand myself, how can i except to understand others?i never seem to know why i do or say certain things. looking back, i can't believe i actually did these things, or what made me do it at that moment. i don't know who i am. when can i find the real me? i dislike whys, hows & whats,cos i do not know how to answer them.
okie, enough of weirdness. a quote for today
"the things only you know are like a wall around you, if you share those things, the walls begin to crumble, leaving you vulnerable to the world."--------------------anonymous
shall continue this pathetic talk some other time. when i'm equally frustrated.
~kiaa
& all along, its only what I thought.
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